Quite a sigh of relief

So here is what I've been going through for the past month or so.  I went and did a medical test for the Air Force called a DODMERB (Department Of Defense Medical Exam......RB).  Everything went well except the hearing test.  Apparently I have a hard time with high pitches.  Anyways, they disqualified me to fly for the Air Force.  That has basically been my dream for many many years, as long as I can remember.  I was heart broken!  I literally cried, although I'm a little ashamed to admit it.  So I've been tearing my hair out for the past month trying to decide what I'm going to do with my life.  I want to be a pilot, whether I do it military or civilian.  Problem is, if I go civilian I have to pay about $60,000 for all the hours.  I really don't want to go into that much debt.  So I was looking into all my options, stressing out pretty bad.  

Well, I talked to a lady at the ROTC, and she said I could retake the hearing test.  So I did a bunch of ear wax removal stuff, wore ear plugs, and got a blessing then went and retook the test.  I just got the results back today and I'm once again qualified to fly military.  Its such a sigh of relief.  I don't know how much I qualified by, but I did.  I know  its because of the blessing.  I'm so grateful for this 2nd chance.  I feel like having this opportunity taken away from me and given back has motivated me to try even harder and reach my dream.